Counting down the days..

Do you ever get so fed up with things that you literally wish the days away until you can be free? Well i certainly do! I have around 7 weeks left of year 10 and recently i've been getting myself a bit down about little things. You know you're stressed when the little things start getting you down (Miranda quote there)..

Anyway things i've been down about include revision and doing all my homework on time, and getting decent grades. Some friends which haven't exactly been there for me lately. And then there's the stress of trying to make new friends. A bit difficult for a slightly overweight, quiet 15 year old. Also, not being allowed to move science groups, even though i've explained how anxious my class makes me seeing as everyone's in little friendship groups and i have to try and tag along to one of them every time we do an experiment. Every time i hear 'get into groups' i have a panic attack. But teachers always know whats best for you.. I could scream it in their faces till i turn blue but they still wouldn't listen, they're so stubborn. So that's mostly the reason i'm counting down the days until the summer holidays, only 30 days left and 18 science lessons. I'll be fine, hopefully. And the fact that i'm a lazy bugger and leave everything till the last minute then panic and stress myself out trying to do it on time. I never learn..

I convince myself that i don't get enough free time, although most of my free time i spend on my laptop doing everything i can to put off doing any work. I'm such a good student :)
So i've actually gone as far as making a chart/calender thing highlighting days i have off and crossing off the days as summer gets closer. I'm quite excited for this summer. 1 because i've been looking forward to it for so long, and 2 because me and the girls have planned something for almost everyday of the holidays so we're not bored and stuck at home like we usually are haha. Plus, i need to make up for last summer, being (quite) ill, in hospital at 2:30am and still ill when we went away (not fun).. So the summer of 2012 will be full of lots of days out and albums full of silly photos :p

Also cannot wait for better weather. I know that's being optimistic of me seeing as i live in England, but today i brought along some things to have a photo session in my nan's garden as the sun was shining this morning, but now there's grey clouds:(
Probably best though as i'm suffering from a cold and an ear infection (woe is me)..